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ryokrea
ryokrea
Anj
Mon, Dec. 4th, 2006 07:28 pm
I’m having a horrible day... no one specific reason, just a little bit of everything.
I really needa get my shit together. I’m not doing well in school, I work more than anyone I know but I never have any money, I’m unorganized as fuck, I’ve been getting around 2 hrs of sleep every night, and I feel fat and gross and need to lose 20 pounds.
I have 4 papers to write for my ACH101 class by Wednesday because I decided not to start any of them until the week of the last class. They’re not difficult, but it's going to be a pain in the ass doing them all at once. Oh well, guess whose fault that is. I haveee to do them and do them well b/c sadly this is one of the very few classes that I’m passing.
Today I’m scheduled to work from 9:00am to 9:30pm... both Hyundai and gamestop. I slept from 7am to 9am at stony brook this morning, was late to work, and now I’m completely unprepared for working at gamestop for the 3rd week in a row (only clothing I had with me were pajamas). I grabbed a pair of nick's khaki pants in my mad rush of 'omg-lateness!' but now that I tried them on they look weird b/c they're all baggy around the butt and they're too short. Plus as far as other clothing goes I only have slippers and a hoodie. Hopefully I can get coverage for an hour so I can just go home and change between jobs. I need to change my lip ring to a stud too b/c gamestop corp. is an asshole.

I don't have anyone/anything to blame for being so irresponsible. I can't even say that I hang out with friends too much and it interferes because I have almost everyday at work for 6 hours sitting on a computer at work doing nothing and I could be doing homework, but instead I doodle and download music and sit on facebook and AIM and complain about being bored. I spend $250 a week on I-have-no-idea-what and save nothing. And then when my car insurance or cell phone payment is due I just use an entire paycheck to pay it off and then have no gas for my car or money for the week. And I always forget about credit card bills ENTIRELY, and even though my bill is only like $10.00 a month, I end up getting charged like $50 a month b/c I always forget about them and pay them late.

ugh I hate when people write this kinda stuff on LJ, and now I’m doing it.

I wanna go into the city soon.
I wanna watch the third season of the OC.
I'd like to see non-SBU friends too.
I really wanna go to Jersey to visit my Joey over winter break.
I want enough money to buy lots of Christmas presents for people.
I'm happy I don't have work and will not be home this weekend.
I hate that I constantly feel like I annoy people.
I hate that I care too much about whether or not people like me and go out of my way to do favors for people that probably won't ever do anything in return for me.
And this is really random but I'm really interested in getting a job working with children with autism/downs syndrome/etc.

Current Location: work
Current Mood: depressed depressed
Current Music: Bright Eyes<3

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shinjijs
shinjijs
Shinji
Mon, Dec. 4th, 2006 10:36 pm (UTC)
And you don't seem to understand...I am falling, I am fading, I have lost it all

Andrea I miss you!!! <333 We need alot of catching up to do!!! Maybe I can drive to Long Island during the break and stay a couple of days and we shall act silly and sing.

Zankoku na tenshi no youni
Shounen yo shin wa ni nara!!!

good times...

<333
~Joey~

Ps. Well it's three a.m. I'm out here riding again through the wicked windin streets of my world...
-You know you love that.


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ryokrea
ryokrea
Anj
Tue, Dec. 5th, 2006 08:40 pm (UTC)
Re: And you don't seem to understand...I am falling, I am fading, I have lost it all

yeahhh... or i can come down thereee. i remember staying at your house a billion years ago, i think we watched harry potter with your dad, and your crazy mom would never get off the computer because she was playing some game where you move colorful gems around haha


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shinjijs
shinjijs
Shinji
Fri, Dec. 8th, 2006 03:23 am (UTC)
Re: And you don't seem to understand...I am falling, I am fading, I have lost it all

I remember you staying over a billion years ago. I think we watched My Big Fat Greek wedding also and American Idol too... Yeah... shes played that...


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ryokrea
ryokrea
Anj
Fri, Dec. 8th, 2006 04:11 am (UTC)
Re: And you don't seem to understand...I am falling, I am fading, I have lost it all

hahah oh mannn... my joseeyy<33


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insolenthalo
insolenthalo
Patrick
Mon, Dec. 4th, 2006 11:34 pm (UTC)

The Schity misses you too.

Just stay away from Penn or Ill start to think you're a tourist or something.

fucking tourists.


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dreamcatcher6
dreamcatcher6
maniaaaac
Tue, Dec. 5th, 2006 03:29 am (UTC)

i love youuuuuu.


-Lindsay


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alemana
alemana
NATSUMI.
Tue, Dec. 5th, 2006 04:34 am (UTC)


Awww, it's perfectly okay to have one
of those days where you just write it
all out, ne. -HUGS!- Hope you feel much
better soon. Take care of yourself k?
Much love ♥♥


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___tornprincess
___tornprincess
Mr. Stagger Lee
Tue, Dec. 5th, 2006 06:13 am (UTC)

I feel like a total mess at the moment, too. :[


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k_a_7_3_1_g_h
k_a_7_3_1_g_h
k_a_7_3_1_g_h
Thu, Dec. 7th, 2006 05:40 am (UTC)

I know you dont know me, but i get what you're going through. I'm a gymnastics coach and a teacher (dance and pre-k) and I work from 7am-8pm six days week just to have no money, and i'm just barely eighteen! Take it from me- things will get better as you go along. It's hard to motivate yourself when you have oher things on your mind.
P.S. I work with some kids at the gym who have autism. If you have the patience they're really fun and REALLY smart.


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